Random Musings – June 1st 2019

Random musings and thoughts written in different times and randomly.
Hope you will enjoy!

Don’t care too much because you’ll end up being careless
Don’t feel too much, you’ll end up being insensitive and cold-hearted
Don’t involve your heart in everything because you’ll end up being heartless.

Even pain and sadness can be useful!
Through my saddest moments I wrote my best thoughts
Through the darkest nights my pen drew me stars and showed me how beautiful the moon is!

The more I meet people the more nausea symptoms get worse!
Sickness increases and loneliness grows.
The more I meet people, the more I miss humanity and humans!
The more I meet people, the more I wish I had a dog
The more I meet people, the more I really want to stay alone!

I really don’t want to know what Jesus said or what the Qur’an said or what religions state!!
I need to see more kindness, more good and more love!!

When you wish badly to walk away from a place or people, it’s not because you hate them (even if you think you do)
But because you feel so overwhelmed and you don’t want to lose the ability to love them again!

When you are not strong enough or weak, you fall many times and the matter is to stand up again, no shame at all.
But when you are so strong and you fight so many times to not fall, you usually fall from a very big storm or strike and most probably  it’s the last fall!

And what I’ve got from being optimistic and full of hope?
I got bigger disappointment, I fell down from higher distances.
I failed the people that trusted me that things will eventually get better and dreams do come true!!
Sometimes it’s better to be pessimistic because you will have less disappointment and minimal damage….
It seems that we live in a time and place where dreams are born dead because they don’t have enough Oxygen!

Huguette Antoun – June 1st 2019

112 thoughts on “Random Musings – June 1st 2019

  1. Wow! Every line is good..
    This one especially :
    And what I’ve got from being optimistic and full of hope? 
    I got bigger disappointment, I fell down from higher distances. 

    Agree with every. We read so many quotes or lessons, but we learn true lessons only when that thing happens to us.

    1. Sorry this one went to SPAM
      So glad you liked them they are a bit down like my mood today…
      Yes these lines were wrote after a big disappointment and this is exactly how I felt as an optimistic person always full of hope…we certainly learn from our own experiences
      I also left a comment on your post, probably went to SPAM also
      Appreciate your time to read and comment and sorry I just opened my SPAM

      1. Its ok. Not your fault, but wordpress fault. I haven’t checked spam section.

  2. beautiful thoughts my dear ❤, like you’ve said pain and sadness can be useful and give us strength to continue and to do amazing things .The more I get to know people the more I become picky and limit myself to few of them . and like we says in arabic “ان زاد الشيئ عن حده انقلب الى ضده” so you are totally right , too much is TOO MUCH . Hope you are fine Huguette , have a great evening 😘

    1. Thank you dear Souad ❤ Glad you loved them and yes exactly the Arabic proverb! we say here in Lebanon:
      كل شيء زاد بالمعنى نقص don’t know if this Arabic is clear for you
      Unfortunately, the more you know people, the more you take your distance….too bad!!
      not in a perfect mood but I’m fighting it and it’s just some bad mood and it will go ❤
      Hope your weekend is great my dear, appreciate your sweet visit 🥰😊😊❤

      1. Yes I did understand it well (y) I’ve watched a lebanese movie called “CARAMEL” so I do understand your language very good , I find that the lebanese dialect is more sweet and easier to learn , then that other arabic dialects.
        Take deep breath , remember that you are unique and that bad mood will disappear 😉
        I had a pleasant weekend , thank you for asking my dear ❤ ❤

      2. Oh Caramel was a nice movie for the talented Nadine Labaki 👍 😊 we should speak Lebanese from time to time 😉
        Thank you dear, it will pass, I’m not showing anyway and I’ll be better 🤗 appreciate your concern and kindness ❤️ happy your weekend was pleasant 🙏🏻❤️❤️

      3. If you hear me speak lebanese , you will laugh till you faint , I suck really :/
        Yes , it’s just a matter of time , hope that bad vibes will go soon ❤

      4. Oh well I won’t laugh because I appreciate your efforts as a non Lebanese 😊😊❤️ and I will teach you to be better

      5. Good morning sweet Huguette , hope you are doing good , happy aid fitr ❤
        I ve no doubt that you are going to be a good teacher 😉 have a great day 😙

      6. Fitr Mubarak dear Souad 😊😊hope you’re enjoying the holidays
        Yes chilling these 2 days 😁
        Have a great day as well 😊❤️❤️

  3. Beautiful and deep musings. I couls relate to most of them especially the first one. I attach myself to things a lot. It’s getting worse. 😫

  4. Every Quote is good. What could i say? It was reflecting me in many quotes. My favourite line of this page is this
    “When you wish badly to walk away from a place or people, it’s not because you hate them (even if you think you do) 
    But because you feel so overwhelmed and you don’t want to lose the ability to love them again!” So Deep.

    1. Thank you Simon for reading and for the valuable interaction! Yes this exactly is how it feels sometimes and we should really go away…
      glad you could resonate with many of them! Appreciate your time and appreciation 🙏🏻

  5. So powerful words!
    “The more I meet people the more nausea symptoms get worse!
    The more I meet people, the more I miss humanity and humans!
    The more I meet people, the more I wish I had a dog
    The more I meet people, the more I really want to stay alone”
    I love this part and couldn’t agree more. I have the same feeling.
    My religion is same as Abraham Lincoln’s. 😊
    I know is not always easy, actually most of the time is not but I think being optimistic is what make us push forward! 😊
    Have a lovely Sunday dear Huguette 🌸💕🤗

    1. This is exactly how it feels! Don’t know if I should be glad that you feel the same 😕
      I know I’m optimistic born but I wrote this during specific time where I felt exactly this and it was true but I do agree, we should always be we don’t have another choice actually
      I can’t really think of a better religion than this one!
      Have a great Sunday as well and thank you for this lovely interaction 🤗🤗💕💕

      1. Oh don’t worry…this feeling I have it for a long time now…and as much I meet more people, the feeling is growing…😊 So for this, one day I’ll need to compensate and have at least 3 dogs 😊
        Happy Monday my dear 🤗🤗💕💕

      1. Let me confess that your support to me is more than mine and i am luck to have it from such a loving person like you!

        Long and happy life to you,Hug!

      2. We always learn from you Ravi and your wisdom and experience 🙏🏻 appreciate such kindness really and wish you long and happy life as well 🙂

  6. Hi again Huguette! I’m sorry for not getting here sooner, I have to stop that.😥There are some good quotes here. The more I meet people the more I don’t want to leave the house. One of my favorites, and so true!😂These days it’s hard to meet people anyway, I think most are just kind of like machines walking around hooked up to their little boxes. They don’t even know if other people exist. I have to disagree with one point though (don’t hit me) I much prefer to be optimistic, I have a friend who is pessimistic all the time and he is never happy. I couldn’t live like that.😂Pain and sadness are definitely useful. I think that is the time when we learn the most and we learn lessons that will help us for a lifetime. It seems we just don’t learn much when things are going just right. At least with me it works that way. Have a great day today Huguette!😃🌞😺

    1. Don’t worry Steve and thank you for reading and for the valuable and noce interaction 😊
      Oh yes, people OMG! I can go on forever 😕😕
      But let me tell you that you’re not disagreeing at all, I’m an optimistic born and I don’t know how to be pessimistic, they annoy me!
      This was written in certainly circumstances and I was really feeling down and it’s obvious, so we’re good 🌞🌞
      It works the same for me, we need pain and hard times to shape our personality and to appreciate the good 👍
      Have a great Sunday as well 🌞🌞😺😺

  7. Good afternoon, one thought cached my eye, about doing bad and feeling bad, you know, i had those moments when i felt good by doing bad to someone, but after few days i felt bad about it :)🤗

    1. Thank you dear Ilona for reading 😊 so eventually you felt bad because we’re not bad people that’s it
      Appreciate your time 🙏🏻😊

  8. We write the most beautiful thoughts and texts, only when we are sad….. I loved all the thoughts… but there is this thought that I loved the most… “And what what I’ve got from being optimistic and full of hope?
    I got bigger disappointment, I fell down from higher distances. “Well done.

    1. Thank you Sofiane! I know that you can relate how much we can be creative when we’re sad 😕
      Yes this was exactly what I felt after certain circumstances, I even hated my optimism at some point
      Thank you for reading and for your nice interaction 🙏🏻

  9. Well this certainly provokes many thoughts! Yes, pain and sadness is always useful—“your pain is the shell covering your understanding” Kahlil Gibran

    Someone told me years ago, “the pain you experience in your twenties and thirties write the great music in your forties and fifties.”

    I think it’s because of the years of pain—that I am optimistic and full of hope today. Also—changing my own perspective. Expect nothing from anyone. And see God in everything and everyone. Infinite expression…
    😊 great share! 💞

    1. Thank you so much for reading and commenting 😊I don’t really feel comfortable not being able to address someone with their names :/ anyway, you are right and beautiful quotes you shared as well! We change constantly and we should always improve
      Have a great day 😊

      1. 😁😁 yes I can be a bit mean also haha
        Glad to see you’re back 😊😊 don’t go too long again, not cool 😕😕

      2. Haha! Don’t worry, you rock the savage genre 😎
        I am so glad to be back 😊
        I am sorry 😭😭 I will never dare to leave again because I missed blogging, terrrriblllyyy😅

      3. Haha! No! Not at all. Not even in my wildest dreams. I hated the idea of this break 😂😂
        Totally. 😊 Thanks for being around 😊

      4. 🕵🏼‍♀️🕵🏼‍♀️🕵🏼‍♀️are you Gauri?? Or her clone 🤔🤔
        😂😂 you made me question the damn break 😁😁

      5. So you jumped from totally introvert to a totally extrovert 😂😂 okay okay got it!! You have some posts to read miss 😎 I can be a pain in the ass okay??? At least your nomination 🕵🏼‍♀️🕵🏼‍♀️I’m watching you 🕵🏼‍♀️🕵🏼‍♀️

      6. Hahaha! I think I should stop trying 🤣🤣
        Yeah! I feel better now 😊
        And I hope and pray that all gets well with time ☺️

      7. remember it’s all in your hands! No miracles! What you allow, will always be
        So choose wisely and choose to be happy always despite all the problems 😊💕 (was in SPAM also)

      8. Absolutely true! We need to make active efforts to choose happiness and peace over ego and sadness. 😊😊❤️
        Have a great day ahead 😊
        (Also, WordPress loves to play games 😂)

      9. WordPress loves to play games and I have a very short temper 😂 anyway glad we still can manage, at some point the comments just vanished! They weren’t even in the spam folder so I made a post cursing wordpress😂
        Anyway, hope your weekend is great and almost happy 😊 ❤️

      10. Yeah! Very true! WordPress needs to discipline itself 🤣🤣
        Absolutely! Sometimes, the comment would be in my email notification and nowhere on the app. That leaves me in so much guilt, because I know what the comment is but I can’t reply to it😞😞
        Haha! 😂😂 Would love to read it. Where’s my link?😊
        Yeah! My weekend has been great and almost happy 😅
        How are you? How was your weekend?😊

      11. 😂😂😂 No! Please don’t get banned. We need you here😅
        Hey! Thank you so much for the link! You know what’s gonna happen now! Get ready for a storm of comments, because I am coming for that comment section 😂😂
        Oh great! I am so happy to hear that 😃
        Haha! Such are beach plans, they are meant to get cancelled 😂😂
        But I am glad that you did other things too😄
        Have a great day ahead 😊💕

      12. 😁😁 if they ban me well I will burn this platform 😂😂 me being savage 👹👹
        Storm of comments 😳😳😳 they will go to spam most probably 😂
        Yes what’s the secret of the beach plans 🤔🤔 it was like 40 degrees and suddenly it’s wind and the sun disappeared and it’s 23 C 😳well it’s winter to me glad I didn’t bring a coat 😂😂
        Hope you had fun during the weekend and the week is going smoothly as well 😊💕💕

      13. 😂😂😂 Trust me! They won’t dare to ban you😎
        😂😂😂 I agree! So, make sure that you keep an eye on the comment section. My comments might try to build a city there 😂
        Wow!😲 That’s a sudden change of weather. Honestly, all these beach and pool plans always end up in the closet. So, now I enjoy the process of making and then trashing them 😂😂
        Yeah! The weekend wasn’t completely great. I had an anxiety attack 😞
        But the week has started at a good note 😊 Thank you for asking 🤗💕
        How are you?☺️

      14. 😁😁😁
        You’re welcome to build cities and castles 😊 it’s always great to have you around!
        Oh yes hahah we end up in the closet actually 😂
        I really like to know what is anxiety attack 🙄 if you’re comfortable to say, I hear people saying this the entire time and I don’t know what they mean 😕
        Glad it eventually gets better 😊💕 I’m good, I actually don’t focus at all if I’m feeling bad, I just try to stay good even when I feel down, I keep writing and replying people and no one notices, probably it’s more dangerous haha

      15. 😂😂 Sure! Plans the architectural design of her castle😁😁
        Yeah right! Beach plans are more like closet plans 😂😂
        Oh sure! You typically lose control over your body when that happens. Symptoms might be different for everybody. In my case, it gets triggered with or without a reason and the normal symptoms are difficulty in breathing, lightheadedness, nausea, ringing in the ears etc. Sometimes fainting or partial loss of sight might also happen.
        Yeah. It does, although it might a take a day or two to be completely normal. But the good news is that you get back to normal 😊😊😊
        I am so glad to hear that.😊💕
        Haha! I see. I won’t say it is dangerous, but make sure that you share that with someone atleast. Emotions must not be neglected and burried deep down in the heart 😞. They really cause trouble later. Take care🤗😊💕

      16. Good morning Gauri and hope you’re good today 😊😊 these symptoms sound awful, I thought it’s just some sadness that strikes or something, and the worst part that it doesn’t need a damn reason! Then it’s mental illness or a physical one! It’s hard to decide…and how come they didn’t find out the why so people can find the cure? Anyway, I don’t care anymore about burring or not, I don’t know if I’m still able to feel like other humans, but probably is way better 😊Take care and enjoy your day 🤗😊💕

      17. Good afternoon huguette! I am better than before 😊
        Yeah! They are pretty bad😞
        Absolutely! That’s the most terrible part. Sometimes you don’t even know what triggered you. There’s no significant cure to it. Working in mental health helps the most. I am taking active steps there 😊
        I am sure you’ll feel better soon. You are amazing huguette. Sending all the hugs🤗
        You too, take care and have a great day ahead 😊💕🤗

      18. Glad there’s a way to beat this 😕 I hate things that hit suddenly and you don’t know why! I’m a freak control actually 🤭
        Don’t worry about me, I believe that life doesn’t stop on anyone’s sadness or depression.., therefore we should keep going even if we’re bleeding! Today I could not look at the screen because I had a tough day but I decided to just reply all comments even if it’s almost midnight and I’m grumpy but people don’t know that and it’s not their concern anyway,, this is how I think anyway not how it should be and I appreciate the lovely words and hugs 🤗 even though I’m not a hugger hahah
        Catch you on another comment or post I guess 😊💕💕

      19. Yeah! Of course there’s a way to beat this. And I am trying my best to kick this out of my life!😊😊 Haha! Hello from one freak control to another 🤭😂
        I agree! Life has to go on but still, I’ll worry about you. You are my amazing fellow blogger 🤗
        I understand! Tough days take a huge toll and it’s very difficult to keep going. Glad that you choose to do what needs to be done, even on such days😊😊. I would want to learn that skill 😃
        Haha! My pleasure! I am a huge hugger, so, if we ever meet, be ready for too many hugs😂🤣
        Haha! I am so sorry. I have been seriously lagging behind with my comments! I promise I am trying to get better😅😅😅😅
        Have a great day ahead 😊🤗💕

      20. Ohh so you’re a freak control 😂 hello to you! But too many hugs??? Oh well we’ll see about that😅😅 I mean you don’t want to risk smashing your face right??? 😂😂
        Thank you for your kindness and worrying about me it’s so kind😊 (I might allow a hug here hahahah) Let’s say I just separate things in my head, I’m down, I’m sad, I’m angry but the people around me are not responsible, it’s whether I tell them so they start ask questions and be worried which is useless, or I just deal with my shit alone and everything else keep running normally…and when i can’t hide it, I can always say I have a headache so problem solved
        Regarding the comments, it’s okay I can always check what I said because I actually forget what I said the time I receive your reply (in 10 years) 😂
        Hope your weekend was great and you’re having a good Monday as well 😊🤗💕

      21. Haha! Yeah! Fellow freak control here🤣🤣
        Haha! Well, getting my face smashed doesn’t sound like a great idea 😂😂
        Aww! C’mon. I genuinely mean it. 🤗
        Yeah! I agree with you on that point. No matter how sad we are, people around us won’t be able to do much about it. Those who love us will end up getting stressed😨 and those who don’t, will get nosy about our problems 🙄
        Hahaha! I agree. I might be setting records at slow responses. Just give me a week. I ran into some other details in my project 😅😅 just another week then I promise to do better 😅
        Haha! The reply is late by an entire week,😂 so wish you a happy weekend 😊🤗💕

      22. Certainly not a great idea 🙄I’m sure you need your face 😂😂 honey bees and stuff 😂
        Well I don’t know at what time I leave this blogging world for good so let’s hope I will still be here by the time you’re back! And good luck with your project 😊 first things first I’m sure your future comes first so focus on it and hope you are enjoying the weekend 🤗💕

      23. 🤣🤣 Yeah. I definitely need my face 😂😂
        My project has officially completed, so I am finally back now 😄😃
        Yeah! I have been having a great weekend so far. For a change, this one’s not busy😅😅
        I hope you are having a lovely time🤗💕

      24. 😒😒😒🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

      25. I also replied to this comment. I think that has been spammed too😅
        My WordPress is showing these glitches these days. My replies aren’t getting delivered 😓

      26. Yeah! WordPress is like a spoilt kid. You always need a baby sitter to make sure he doesn’t use your lipstick to draw on the walls 😅😂😂

  10. I love every part of this one. Like little heavenly morsels of musings!

    My favorite: “Even pain and sadness can be useful!
    Through my saddest moments I wrote my best thoughts
    Through the darkest nights my pen drew me stars and showed me how beautiful the moon is” –That is exactly how I feel about my writing. Every time I start to type, it is to get something out. I am creating something good out of whatever is floating around in my head.

    Love your memes, as always. Great reminders! &&&*&

    1. Thank you Elizabeth for all the readings today! I so appreciate it a lot 💕
      These are old but matched my mood
      Yes unfortunately I only write while sad and down or angry or probably these are the only feelings I ever had 😕
      You’re certainly creating pure beauty with your words 👌
      Thank you for the lovely words always 🤗❤️

  11. Hi Hugette !
    Hope you’re doing well
    And haven’t forgotten me ✌️

    Can absolutely relate with the entire post .
    Complete motivation booster them quotes you’ve mentioned are ✊

    Every damn deeds in Life must be done in a balanced state

    Too much of everything gives catastrophic results.

    Also, religion for me is only one which is ..

    Each sentence is based on realistic situation of every being ✌️
    Always worth a while to read your posts 💖

  12. I’m having a hard time choosing which one I agree most. So I’ll just say I love every lines. I need them so badly right now.
    Tonight though these two:
    “Through my saddest moments I wrote my best thoughts
    Through the darkest nights my pen drew me stars and showed me how beautiful the moon is!”
    And the quote after them are the one that shines the most.

    1. Thank you Jess for reading and for the sweet interaction 😊 good choice but anyway each one is different and glad you loved them all 🙏🏻

  13. Your each and every word touched me. Like wow! I mean, it’s beautiful how you can cast the feelings into words which you feel, which is actually difficult. I have felt these too. Is there a middle path to being pessimistic or optimistic? I don’t know, I consider myself optimistic but I don’t keep unrealistic hopes and I still get disappointed because I expect. Pain and sadness is useful too, I know. It was at my lowest times, that I discovered the writer in me, and I explored myself. And I absolutely love your thoughts about religion. I agree wholeheartedly ☺️

    1. Thank you dear Ramyani for reading and this thoughtful comment 😊
      Well these were the feelings at the time and so glad I could express them
      I’m an optimistic born it didn’t change but this is how I felt at the time because of a specific situation and eventually I was right by being stubborn about it but I couldn’t stay strong the entire time that’s it
      Most of my writings were out of sadness or anger unfortunately of course
      Thank you for your time to read and comment 😊

      1. Yes, I understand. It’s my pleasure to read your thoughts. Thank you for sharing 🙂

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